I want to let you hurt me, so I can pretend it was all my choice.

February 26, 2018 ~ taylorfinn0810 ~ 1 Comment

But that’s the coward's retort, a way to displace blame from you and a way to justify my self hatred. Tell it like it is; we didn’t work. I was needy, clingy, desperate to prove I was worth being loved when I already knew that wasn’t something I needed to prove. You were eager for … Continue reading I want to let you hurt me, so I can pretend it was all my choice.

My feelings are still a mess of regrets and promises I made to myself on my lowest days…but they are the only promises I have left.

January 27, 2018January 27, 2018 ~ taylorfinn0810 ~ Leave a comment

“It was through your eyes that I was able to find out what this world really is. It was so big..to big for you...to cruel and cunning, to quick and papery, to soiled and full of sell outs...it was all to much of everything, but it was the same for me. It was the same … Continue reading My feelings are still a mess of regrets and promises I made to myself on my lowest days…but they are the only promises I have left.