It's never as bad as I think it is, until I realize every bottle in my cabinet is empty, and all I can do is wait and see if I'm going to wake up and find tomorrow, or never wake up again.

I think my subconscious is trying to force my throat shut so I can’t keep downing these pills like fucking skittles. Haha, jokes on me, I’ve spent my entire life forcing bullshit out of my mouth, so forcing some more shit back down? It’s easy as 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, … Continue reading It's never as bad as I think it is, until I realize every bottle in my cabinet is empty, and all I can do is wait and see if I'm going to wake up and find tomorrow, or never wake up again.

My heart doesn't want to recognize that you're gone, so I've learned to live without either of you.

It begins where we failed; the end of a broken road, the end of any chance we had at being whole, at being a home. Happiness on our own never seemed like an option; we had the right cards but even still we could do nothing but lament our fate and watch as they all … Continue reading My heart doesn't want to recognize that you're gone, so I've learned to live without either of you.